Thursday, August 1, 2013

Mind Just Exploded

Shortly after choosing some baby names, i fell asleep. and soon in my sleep, i dreamt of a child. my child. of one of the names we had chosen. when we came up with the names, i got the feel of some of them, like what sign they would be born under, or how they would be as they grew. but for one of the names, Aisling, i felt that, if not the oldest child, she would be the oldest daughter...but i feel like she will be the first born...

i had a dream with her in it, 6 years old, and i was showing some motherly love and protection...

the time i woke from the dream was about 7:15 am this morning (August 1); I was born at 7:15 pm on April 15. i talked with my husband to be about it, and he said "well, honey, you are more intuitive than i am...so maybe...."

then one of his guardians (likes to speak in riddles) said that if she would be born on this day and time at some point, that means that she'll be conceived sometime in november...

i come back stateside for a little bit in november, to finish packing the rest of my things to move to japan. november is also my husband to be's birthday month

and if this ALL is the case, then this gives root to some of the previous dreams that i've had of he and i visiting my family during christmas and us trying to figure out how to tell them that i'm pregnant.

so, after all of this speculating and thinking, all i say to him is, "the signs, man...ALL THESE FRIGGIN SIGNS!!!!"

handfasting; marriage; wedding; babies; children; surprises...for the past year....


am i overanalyzing? what say you?